here i go again scribbling in my notepad i wonder if these words end up in a dope rap imagine if i had the crowd in the palm of my hands i guess what i got in mah mind,it never ends i think i have to put on a show to get applauded well thats how it works and i get disregarded never ending story live the fantasy to get real self respect is sumthin which u cannot steal thats why i keep on bringin that live from the dome shit raise myself up again after being down , shit people love to hear that struggle in a voice but how many follow ur lyrics by their own choice im not gonna go there forward to anti not gonna hate on this track here n i cant lie music deeply rooted not just some past times my old self got left behind but not the last time here i go again , forward, repeat, play beat write , lose myself, move, make ends meet i guess the dryspell is over so let it rain succes after my drought i want flood , wont settle for less cuz the way ive been handling shit been a hell of a mess feelin like the pawn dying in this game of chess but im happy that im walkin this staircase step by step searchin for a plateau ,not a rat race its a bad case of self perfecting but a tad paced im gettin older and time doesnt wait but im just feeling blessed with this , its never too late my spritual journey on overcoming hate and someday, some ears catch the bait and then i'll loose myself, reaching another mental state but wait , lets not forget this very moment this detour im taking 's not meant as dorment opening a whole 'nother place in my search doing whatever i feel like doing ,man , this is my church here i go again , forward, repeat, play beat write , lose myself, move, make ends meet how can i stop a tsunami of bars it overtakes whatever iam chasing maybe even racing the stars heart n soul poured over these musical pieces touching emotions on whatever it pleases , jesus like possesed i get an urge to create the worst is the state , cuz it shuts off my dinner plate all that matters is a rhyme on a drum going uphill in the mainstream, iam that one a product of observing and emerging leap of faith like a considering virgin ,puttin in work but not a burdain this enterprise goes by the simple rules ,of who heard em like Gotti talkin business in a wiretapped bergin big brother always is watching the public always waiting for a botching , so i guess i call it s&m touching no matter the oppesition ,i will do my thing hate me or love me no matter what i know what to bring

im a product of raponomics fluidly embracing cybernetic robotics partical topics they flood my vision with some biological toxins blast from the past ive been talkin since way since it got clouded up by sins sniff up her fragrance got me seeking for some human body sins i got lost ,ever since i went along with the ins dunno where , but ,smiley face n grins fact of the matter im trippin ,but ur unzippin ur sippin some fluid oil will get u done flippin ima keep it together , wonderglue just wont stick styles so fluid like wet nosed drippin sick just cuz ur name is rick ur thinkin that ur so slick ima use my head and not go for the quick pick i'll go tarantino u go jackie chan flick she can give u a look but i'll take the real chick man some will live ,n some will die pitifull ,trying to reach sky i dont even listen , i will go my own way , not as a robot i guess ur smalltime like a fly n a black widow i call her zelda breakin down this innuendo i say ur only link to zelda is nintendo not much of statement but its intended yo , cuz im not degradin myself to name calling didnt need attention n never heard fame calling i got me a full package , its all in so i let my brain sequences do the game brawling u call me abnormal im not signing checks man i'll have to go to class first like the x-men i better stick to the facts , so relax fam see those red cheeks on her face, i call it sex tan i better stay up , im everything she whats , wham im flesh n bone , im the meat in computer spam u trying to tell me talkin shit is all i can? i'll do whatever the fuck i feel like ,stan so now i dropped u off in a place of no return vibe to the track right now the only concern style is the plaque stuck in my upper deck mixed combustion explosion like heavenly crack , whack? ignorance can move the fuck back to the back ,cuz im big on humble pie one sec before mac , cuz im not payin up just for a grab of her rack , cuz i'll knockout punch my intentions n hit the sack , thats just a little taste of my big ass fantasy n , i'll tap her ass expand it like pupils n extacy n , i'll be treatin it like baby bears slappin me n , not concerned to cheat like shady fears im mean n , talk to myself and see half a man and feen so i guess im two and a half man charlie sheen i terminate guidelines im half man half machine whatever u call me im me a not robot , i dont follow

much sicker then the average , i spit them golden bars listen up , i go apeman like a savage this thing of ours , once in ur blood there's no out this thing goes deeper ,beYOND reasonable doubt im synergized , call it penelized , to the rhytmn every time i want out , it pulls me back in em its like iam constantly evolving , but the only constant is constantly dissolving ,mistakes? i have a bundle of it , experience abundant iam stubborn ,its gettin redundant not goverment funded i work to support dreams till i reach one hundred like the final drop that floods the bucket , iam haunted evil intentions enter on the worst occasions temptation island flooded with beautiful asians when i was fifteen i survived the bloodshed a piercing reminder ,that i could've been dead some days i leave it some days i feed it iam what iam stuck on this detour ,right now iam treating it .....iam in the shadows so far hidden away i get careless thought i was on my way up n about but the graphic display showin a downward route ...i cant believe this im trembling again from tremors in my regions effectively effecting my daily routines time warping me back to my early teens when i was more lost , a wreck not waiting to get salvaged leave me in the depts of the sea i can manage ... such a carnage , i turn a new page lift up my full rage ...iam still strong listening to instincts how can i go wrong ive been on the edge for so long so i will keep searching for my way out ,till iam gone

its not easy being a dreamer in this modern world searching for a reason just to reason with a modern girl thats where iam at lookin at the industry sound from behind the window left a mark but nowhere to be found thats why i call it the gift and the curse i love this shit but damn its holding back my full search in my head iam always creating this magic all the lights stay red while iam out of control traffic , tragic im cold and my stiff upper lip like rigormortis shelled off for influences call it rigor tortoise i saw this , happening, from ,a mile away i'll be doing this, till im ,turning old n grey i got the flow and the style and the bars that means im on a roll and im cold like im mars on a collision course like a show full of cars everybody loves pain so they worship the scars get outta the way cuz im comin right at u better get to steppin when ur tryin on my new shoe sometimes other shit cannot be avoided but even pressing matters will escape the toilet im on another level , that means im qualified picture me on this beat in the flesh like personified as if ur gonna find listen how its gonna ride i show my force and ofcourse this time its not gonna slide wisdom glorified on this music show so on the light things can get ugly dont be terrified up close n personal , aim versatile any living bar is rehearsable , first of all takin my time to perfect ,this' not reversable neverending strained but its searchable i dissect the drums and fill it with a flow i hit the spots with no oppesition like tai bo , wow though more substance then celebrity gossip i call it star wars n ship it off with a rocket my shit's more real ,then those hollywood chins they should have a sandblast, to clean off their sins n nobody wins , in this game of deceit no honor can bring a victory to this fleet , clear defeat i must be living in a dream state of mind , pondering how i could ever leave this all behind , barely find me determent im givin the look of no return i swear its searching for a way for my soul to burn so i guess im gonna hang with this music shit there aint no fucking way of fuckin losing it , no engraved on my persona like a tat on my skin everywhere i turn i search for a new bar to bring really cannot shake the thought of evolving and every line along the way brings flow solving cuz im boxed in this box of riddles im like a fox n skittles taste the rainbow without the fiddles so many oppertunities went to waste n i moved on with haste ,cuz i needed new taste lost i question how could i've been so misplaced i need that microphone on, is what i chased i have to find that zen so i can comprehend im living this 24/7 so i know i can i've found the strenght to continue on this quest im gonna give in to it ,its for the best i wanna give up but i cant maybe this my final note on my hearse cuz it cant pay my rent vegetarian , vetenarian even freakin librarian anything i want man instead of that im stuck on that writing lyrics tip my passion as simple as shooting rhymes from hip metaphors, similes more then a simple tease even more then tom needing jerry's cheese please , trouble up ahead undecisive leads to me being dead i feel cheated like coka farmers with no profits barely gettin paid only gain is double eye sockets though not in it to fill pockets gain a crowd and show some heads how to walk this its a part of me not gonna loan shark this i want my voice to light up this place in darkness ....and thats how i do it ...my voice tearing right through it , no matter what i say i love doing this the gift and the curse shows me what my true self is

times are difficult while the is economy crashing i feel like im right in the middle in ordinairy fashion i sure as hell can take matters in my own hand , but i will get jerked off rough like with lose sand , oh man cant a fellow catch a break, can u throw me a rope pull me out of this loophole man i really could use hope every freakin decision comes with 10 other problems feelin like im the lone knight ,in ghosts n goblins i wanna give up and just walk it off on my own makes me wonder would it all be easier if i go back alone im gettin into arguments with the misses cuz we damn well need a lucky break is what our life really misses this song of feelin helpless is playing on repeat we been walkin uphill for years ,i fear defeat i wanna do whats right , so i continue knee deep brain insomniac n every night it cries ,i need sleep so this is goodbye , i see u silently rowing away, the desolate sky , threatening rain like the hook told u , this, is another goodbye n every time i wanna leave this mindstate i go for another try cuz thus far ,it hasnt got me that far i need to escape these shackles holding me captive matter of factive i can go for the obvious solution n grab me a budweiser thats a metaphor for the demon but bud i am wiser if i start comparing im still doing pretty decent but, iam the one living with me , u just stepped in recent now, i heard my job is also ending another phase so now my head is once again searchin for another pace shit man, im just another fool's workin slave i can do whatever i want , in the end ur diggin ur own grave u get caught in a comfort level u dont wanna escape but it'll just surprise u from behind like a fucking rape u gotta stay sharp n think clear, but im in no shape last time my life was bitter sweet now its a sour grape im drifting off in shame , tired of this endless game i played fair by all means , but to no avail it seems i feel like iam being watched by the grimmreaper like a vulture waiting for me to give in and get weaker actions speak louder then words ,dont need a motivational speaker i wanna go bad maybe i need an extortionist tweaker teach me ur ways cuz atleast ,ur going places im just stuck here seeing the wrong freakin faces my emotions piling up perfect, like a van gogh im building this pyramid and goddamnit im startin low i need some substance to keep on baking with this dough downward spiral is closing in, preparing its final blow i sing my own tune , stubborn as a mule , im a fool i know this and dont change it , my nature is damn cruel im the wide reciever in this game dodging tackles ima do 1 thing ,ima break out of these damn shackles

im in this evil place im never going home again like Jack i really should hit the road again i never should have given in poluted by sin now there's no backing out , watch how the demon grins consumed by fantasy i search to jump fence escape prison just to run away from being tense sucked in im fallin for false pretense iam slowed down by the dope feen hands , no weekends ive given no rest , passion pounding in mah chest so many looks when ur looking, got me impressed im not looking back , got me feeling way stressed everyday im schooled to pass this big test and i know it shouldnt be an issue , but iam hooked on re-uppin my issue , that iam constantly unfocusing my quest , but i know that the more i do it, the more i miss u i wanna hug u tight reach out n kiss u tears clutter my view, dont wanna diss u but this aint a love song , its a battle cry up against the wall ,got me reaching to the sky this evil, i wish this feeling would die burry it, gladly would give my goodbye but i dont see it going away im in shame what if someday its too late with only me to blame im trying to contain this urge of mine iam so happy to have music as my passing time vent out my weakness to heal my inner demons at last attempt to calm and intervene this , please read this mind of mine , impossible like explaining columbine u cannot detect emotion im a perfect mime some of the realist shit i never spoke temptations hit me like being hooked on coke in terms of venture liabilty iam broke so dont u build on me right now, cuz i can hardly cope this song became a sad song , cuz i hate it the wild beast inside me to strong ,i cant tame it yo... this isnt a singalong , but its my fucking life the wounds so painfull like im struck by a blunt knife hit me out of nowhere i cant escape myself crawled up in a dark room, hide me on a shelf keep me on the side cuz im not worth it all plastic pleasure i seek out to answer call addicted to that passion that u giving me in this case i better not bedridden me

i cant seem to get out of this mess , ima open up my chest my heart speaks , i'll do it before it freezes and becomes eternal rest surviving that the ultimate test sober heads turning drunk with a sip of this unblessed im wavering to the outer fields a place where souls leave the plain blood pouring down my vain hellshower rain got my feet wet tears falling down filled with regret i cant appease that im falling apart , a part from that , got my nuthin to LOSE mentality back so its time to take a time out standing in the corner u can only go to places where u think u wanna be going , fuck it im going , listening to the wind blowing wont bring me no showing standing on this silent hill i better get going , im burning bridges , i stand alone on my trial though judges wont believe my denial the jury only can bring guilty in a fair way while the stress builds up to heights like a stairway everything is good when the sun shines but when the dark comes out ...im surrounded by landmines hopin for better times i cant wait untill light comes back , so i can escape, silent hill feel the anger in this place such a bitter taste once u sense the walls are closing u in, heartbeat fast paced insomnia stopping ur rest u fallin deeper in a pit i have alot to lose , need to get a grip ...this fear, its all mine , if i share it , on time feel the urge to escape , like commit crime nine nine nine ,i dial for salvation no answer ,witness my mental frustration borderline anticipation , hope will be lost like an unwanted mother's abortion , it'll cost dreams turning into nightmares , but who cares its when u giving up u can take the piercing stares walk it off man , let it go , nuthin u can do voices tellin me to back away ,as if its was new ima go head on with my screws bolted on fully concience of what im facing ,what can go wrong i feel the downpour fallin on my soul with a deep impact im changin below surface , iam cold i see what i want to see ,n it destroys i wonder what silence sounds like in this noise this is my challenge to overcome or to break down confidence level low ,pummeled in this shake down iam blessed n i know it , but i get tested i feel the pain put on me like its requested iam havin emotional episodes like a series ...afraid i cant piece myself together , iam puzzled cliche but in this darkness i need some light with my guard down im entering this fight all the stares observe watching my every move dont let us down, man up, u have so much to prove knocked out i see a friendly face appear she holds me tight and tells me iam happy u are here

welcome to the age of apocalypse , weve been living in it for a while now , but shit's gettin really ugly plug me , headphones blasting reality checks like people moving towards the Titanic upper decks its useless , clueless ,converting athiest to buddhist global warming give a new meaning to coolest i can stick my head in the ground ,like an ostrich but even my nose can smell a change through my foul stitch ..and it dont really matter who ,or where u from eventually u cant escape when the dark will come riots on the streets waiting to jump the gun i wont give up hope, to that i can not succumb our race is still on a quest, it is far from done through suffering we enlight warmth like the sun and everyday is a gift, im telling myself aswell cuz its hard to live care free with some other one history isnt told, in a proper way many mysteries unsolved got written in clay Mesopotamian knowledge was left for dead the first civilisation that woke up from its bed lets face it ,were designed as slaves by Annunaki nuthin special like eating japanese teriyaki i cant stomach this foolishness, we living in a change has to happen , will we be giving in? will we be transformed into a new embodiement and reach out to the stars for another settlement history needs to be rewritten without the mockery my hunger for solving mysteries is just shocking me i should fear, but its pushed away by curiousity when the brain is opened up its possibly the greatest gift we share in this universe information 2012 very soon will burst how will it change our way of living without the lies and no longer it matters what mankind buys corporations buying out competitions monopolize the game will eliminate healthy fishes oh so vicious still controlled by the illuminati? prescribing economy for simply everybody? givin us just enough to care about survival keeping us blind till the moment of arrival? so many questions are left in the dark but like the other dogs all i can do is bark are we being fed with propeganda to the core i dont even know what to believe in anymore were blindly following life goals made by cyclops its forced in ur throat like glued ears to i pods like AC/DC on a highway to hell , but its strange i rather call this AoC the Age of Change

im slippin in my bad mood , while im drinkin, i know this wont end good i start trippin , lay u down near the firewood , fire it up , just like she tought i would , were makin love sounds just like i know she could i start pacing ,she'll be home soon so were racing , but heyy gotta enjoy this here for a minute gimme a note and i'll be jumpin right back in it she gave me that look like how can u be that cold i nod it away like i knew a word that she told , me i cant be bothered when i see her body i gave her a taste of my passion like bacardi sip on that fluid when im running right through it how do i do it? get comfortable and i get right to it that lil black thing might do it , but the door slam blew it , damn sometimes, i think, im addicted ,to the darkside to i make believe im enjoying this bad ride listen to this my boo , im here with u so this is exactly what we wanna do i see u smizing , i know what that means that means u ready to be pampered ,by all means ur eyes rolling back while my fingers rolling on ur back i take em off ur back and u tell me baby put em back cuz every time we conversate ,sparks igniting this ring on my finger tells me im law abiding cuz its damn well my duty when u lookin like that its long overdue comin from where iam at u play it with finesse while i stumbled upon this act we dont mind the time as the night turns black who needs a watch when im watchin what im looking at n everytime u drop a hint im not playing charades its ,not in my imagination at a time like this this is the moment to show u what real talent is it all started off with just a simple kiss and now it all ended after i took a simple piss

ima take my voice back the basics sufficate the hell out of hipster ,face lifts i can see with my left eye u wanting TLC but like house of decay u burn down ur property i practised what u preached now im clueless and im out of reach , disconnected from ur life like a buddhist daily tug of war stress level far from zen , wouldnt want my heart attacked so i pick up a pen immaculate timing, i dont exaggarate sound waves kickin u into a stagger state at a higher rate going for the dinner plate i gotta eat breaking bread like im having fate have to concentrate cuz i have to commentate i dont want to speculate cuz it makes ego levitate all the things that happening have a reasoning waiting till it ceases doesnt sound flattering im shooting rhymes from the hip i let them go before i flip , regain grip bilingual conversations filling up my head as i dangle the questions about whats right or bad ik weet niet hoe ik het kan uitleggen maar ik probeer weer ,iedere keer, die grens verder te verleggen couldnt help myself , cuz im diagnosed with a touch of duality aka schizophrenic freakin maniac listen to this brainiac gotta keep it moving like a training wreck slain this beast annoying like migraining hag running from the problem wont solve em so im facing in slow motion, hoping eyes, caught, em peddle to the metal leaving traces like hansel n gretel burned by the wolves in a freakin kettle but im not talkin fables ,not a grim brother i want to embrace the light , not some cannon fodder im not even for the masses so why even bother light up but ur no match iam the fire starter u must be a joke cuz nobody's laughing sit back n enjoy my mind crafting , in this stream im rafting call me the captain as i guide u to a safe haven where u feel comfortable with the art of spitting n paving thoughts get pitch black like a depressed raven living their own life and misbehavin , highly cultivating no matter what my worldplay wont cave in im rock solid on the mic , dwayne johnson im just saying figure of speeching here , i practise what i preach i fear real n fantasy become the same after a beer surprising conclusion like a headlight and a deer die baby die , though that car totally lost by that try knocking out curveballs racketeer to a grand slam everytime i go out go out with a grand bam nightmare on the mic call me the sandman so many styles iam the one man band man

man , im so impressive and everytime i spit i get more obsessive the show on a roll like a winning streak i glow on a troll like a friggin freak on a beat i transform like im laserbeak sharp flow like a razor creek , a million ways to speak i choose 1 , im the universal son as a child of the wordplay i stun continue ur practise while i live life like a gun shooting rhymes from the hip sorry im not done i have this fever got me leaking body fluid but im not gonna sweat it like a working out druid im sick but u cant catch my cold i'll seperate from the weak like detached gold , im bold johhny dangerous meeting dapper dave were havin us a party and im callin it the rapper rave u think u know it all but u dunno shit what the hell is going on i wouldnt know it get ur ass out of the grass and get up put my drinkin cup up , toast n drink up i lost some marbles but i got a few to spare inner conflicts waiting for a feud to flair eyy believe it , skitzy can flow im ready to roll , i touch mic n soundwaves turn gold i touch phone , when i speak ,automatic ringtone before u reach bell i go ding dong ground ive stepped on is serenading for more unlimited options always opening another door people Bond to follow a Pussy Galore me as a buyer will bring welfare to a store financial world in a crisis but im screaming for!!! when playin golf automatic minus 1 score u cant beat me cuz im already ahead of u so u can just kiss my rear go getter view as if u ever knew what i already knew its still all new to ya while, i written down the clue keeping track of whatever im spittin, sitting here , eleminating competition this is too far from kidding u thought i left ya but i grand theft ya stole ur attention n this sentence brings u to where i left ya i think its time to play this silly game with lust so like nintendo make a wii situation a must sweatin more then a pig to geta healthy ass just to meet my standards she gotta work for a pass ..like mortal kombat nine, i might test ya frustrating cuz i'll win no matter what i press hah dont be a lil booger i'll blow u out of my sinus down low u'll the feel oppesite, of ur highness massage my brain with ur sweet talking while she's spit balling happy endings ,im slowly parking settin up shop and minding my own business i dunno what it is with ppl askin, what ,this ,is iam telling the tale of mister incredible alot to swallow n really far from eadible , but unforgettable n far from regrettable , highly compatible , plug n play syllables its terrible iam givin up these gems for free n everytime i touch my notebook it saves a tree my silky soundwaves flow ,across the sea matching up with the greats down ,to the tee ..me ? iam not u , we? , a chosen few see , what i do , who ? , i'm beaucoup when i spit is like french dykes kissing lets conclude ,im rich without a pot to piss in so much greatness needs another verse music comes out of my pores ,doctor, i need a nurse get those speakers up close n personal style rhyme meets writer ,combusting in volatile ur sick is like a cold mine like a plague i spit from the gut ,u create a stomach ache its like goliath versus david's son feeling harley so get up n stand up like bob marley redundant like tellin a suckin milf to suck it a norris lasting impression like chuck did it took me a long ass minute to get here on time like a stretched booty in slomo in her prime steppin with energy , addicted to zumba but eat , that body needs sculpting my vocals used to be homeless like a hobo now they settle in ur brain i toot my horn like oboe give me a beat with heat n spread it like confetti for that iam always ready like its cooked spaghetti so much potential clogging me slow n steady the beast inside will wild out ,serengeti dont cross this zebra crossing my lines are concrete stray from this n wait for a passing war fleet step in the q and u'll get a clue mister incredible vip for a chosen few

eyy ,i hit the road again ,like iam a vagabond n fight the wind again , waiting for u to tag along i know life isnt handed on a silver platter but when living numb would create anti matter n critical matters i become emotionless life stops for a sec and then im motionless i cannot grasp the concept ,of growth even when u do nuthin ,u will still grow u turn into somethin u dont wanna be like mogwai feed me with bad and i will turn into a shock , why? life is filled with irony , sarcasm fills the purpose no matter whats thrown at u head for the surface glass half full or half empty, ..i have it covered if its half full, go for a refill , dont feel doubtfull u gotta take the hands on approach serious no matter the outcome ,ur not impervious , live i woke up talkin to myself ,he's hilarious he told me to give in to whats most obvious u can take the easy road n end up on a street , thats ahh cheesy quote , i know , but life is cheap u'll feel a lil heavy cuz ur baggage to much to carry lost trust ,everyone becomes an adversary stranger days like these will pass , it'll vary worser days will come n go , thats not that scary appreciate the lows and blows and the magic it shows n where it goes feel it from the brain to ur toes a chill went down the spine ,i cant walk this line like a corddancer scared of heights wishing he's cat with nine i listen to the sounds of the birds ,im so free time is useless when u think, let it be dont think of ur life as serving a penalty eventhough all u build falls down , its just heavenly bring out the best of u , when people dont expect it it will show courage that they know they've neglected everyday i pump myself up to look at it positive while im a lost soul stuck in a negative spiral ,its viral iam a realist who sees things too clearly ive been called a psychic , i understand patterns , and its like , how can u be happy when u know the ending but u have to appreciate the quest without pretending im in sync ,for adding 1 + 1 iam not a magician mystefy knowledge as a mathematician in this league there's no competition evolving this music not a hidden ambition , no let the people decide , speak deeper with pride read sleep and heat up this side to complete ur ride the key to expose the emotion seal u need to reveal give ur negative wounds time n u will heal